BODY WHISPERING
THE WILD TOUCH
ANCIENT ALCHEMICAL MEDICINE
reclaiming the unknown universe of our bodies
The experience in these bodywork healing rituals is based on a set of archetypes and spiritual paradigms, that also are the bones of family constellations and shamanic rites that heal the psyche and the soul in a realm of timelessness. This bodywork has its roots deep in my spiritual experiences and my ancestry of mongolian shamanism, the sky womxn and wolf womxn as well as a whole support network of modern day teachers and guides. In ritual you and I together we penetrate deep into a timeless zone, a twilight zone, a shadowy, bodily and allegorical time in which all that ever was and ever will be is present with/in us.
Throughout this journey we home in on the experiencing of a wild space, of origin, a primordial state of being, where stories and literacy cannot not exist. Healing takes place in this sacred realm, but it becomes tangible and visible through - the body - the altar - and its felt sense - the ritual - you enter a corporeal, embodied, unfeigned state. Everything throughout the session is aimed at detaching you from the linearity of your mind and its wicked relation to time and instead lead you into the deep cavern of the body - the connection that links both the tangible and concealed worlds.
Your process serves as an embodiment of an invitation for awakening a powerful somatic medicine within the body and psyche. Together we retrieve denied, shamed, lost and fragmented parts of you and bring them home. We can sense and experience noxious and baleful energies that are squatting in the cellular tissues of your body landscape and return these to peaceful waters. During bodywork rituals, I infuse unique energies that contribute to the healing with blessings, herbal offerings, water, scents and purifying smoke - gathered always around the altar - the altar of you. This process is less about forcing to heal - more about surrender, presence, trust and lust for the here and the now - but the causal sequence is healing.
'“There is a vitality, a life force, an energy, a quickening, that is translated through you into action, and because there is only one of you at all time, this expression is unique. And if you block it, it will never exist through any other medium and will be lost.” ―Martha Graham
“Be — don't try to become.”- Osho
“Be — don't try to become.”- Osho
“Be — don't try to become.”- Osho
“Be — don't try to become.”- Osho
“Be — don't try to become.”- Osho
find your wild ecstasy within
Here in the space provided there is no where to be, nothing to get, to chase, or to seek, no path nor a goal - the only compulsion is to trust and surrender. Come across the threshold and give up on it all, not because we care not but because we care so profoundly. There is a space here for you to unlearn the prejudices of your sexuality and sensuality, a space to shed inherent traumas and begin a journey of microcosmic re-sensitisation. Your orgasmicity never left you, it just became enshrined under a layer of thick skin, enduring the knowing of that which was long forgotten - how to truly savour, feel and taste life.
In this bodywork zone, we unite with all the worlds you hold within and all the places you have not yet been. We breathe in a combo of magical awareness, presence and ripen your ability to sit in love with the life of your body, exhaling it all, in a space satiated with a transformative power that invokes the redemption of you as a sexually energetic being. In a bodywork ritual, I will tempt you to turn inside out, your openness to all there is and follow me to flow via a medium of sensual experiencing that is like an exquisite, experiential seduction back to life, back to being fully aroused by all that life has to offer.
In our bodywork journeys we dismantle, gently current by current, all the blockages we have put up against this wild flow of kundalin energy so that in time we can unify our instinctual flow of kundalin with the sensuality of the heart space. Sacredly, birthing the embodiment of love and merging our duality into a more harmonious kinship. Your kundalin energy is so cosmic, earthy and divine - it will intrinsically infuse you from head to core to toe with a free flow of life-force energy, your relentless source of biological orgasmic ecstasy.
Still it is all heart-work.
Can you hear a calling home that it is safe to be in your body ? - yes? - then the journey home intuitively begins.
energy is all there is
The physical structure, the matter, the mass of our bodies, is still a miraculous circuitous energy system. Every cell a living, vibrating and electrifying ground for the manifestation of your being. The free flow of this energy through your body landscape is most potent form of self healing - a natal medicine that instinctively inflames you on all layers.
‘It is more like an experiencing, than like an experience. It is a process, and it begins, but it never ends. You enter into it, but you never possess it. It is like a dropping into the ocean, or the ocean itself dropping into the drop. It is a deep merger, a oneness: you simply melt into it.’ - Osho
A metamorphosis
transmuting our pains to pleasure
You shut your eyes, leave all prediction and intention eating the dust and step right in - the moment you are able to slip in, your whole body relaxes into whatever is arising, if feels truly like home, its like you are back there, at the origin. You are soaring. It is an experiencing that you will be very familiar with and that you have been waiting to descry again for very likely a long time. Sometimes in sessions we are present with this in absolute darkness, with herbal or resin smoke and purification rites, exploring myths and archetypal reverberations of bodily memories. Your perception of outer and surface awareness can transmute into an affair with a labyrinthine of inner intimacies.
You will reach a moment in session when it may seem that you far away or even out of your body - but I can assure you that this is the very unfamiliar feel of being so solidly in your body, in the embodiment of it all - that it opens the doors to transcendental state of consciousness, which can bring us to galactic, etheric grids. When your senses are surrendered so open wide, you start to feel the void, devoid and bare, because you are now in a purified state of being, emptied of attachments and stories, in contact with the well spring, the epicentre of your essence. Now the process can really begin, giving embodiment to the holdings underneath the thinking, judgements and projections. In sessions spontaneous movements of the body, surfacing pains, auditory and visual hallucinations are a sign that are certain shift of consciousness is happening.
There is almost no limit to the depth of the layers that can be uncoiled although at some stage it will feel like we have arrived at stillness. Time still exists somewhere but it doesn’t matter as you have lost your grip on it, journeyed beyond its constrictions, spiralling instead with this new found freedom. When you enter these sacramental rites through bodywork - this timeless realm restores a familiar sense of trust within. Your body recognises that you are listing in to the sensations and as your tensions and pains are brought out from underneath the veil, are witnessed and accepted the body moves from dissolving into the experience to becoming the experiencing. All is unremembered.
It is very likely you will emerge from a bodywork ritual and you will not be the same as before, forever softened and stirred, touched by the holding, energies and spirits that through their touch have transformed you. Sometimes it takes a lot of patience post ritual, accepting trialling risings where shifts need to occur in alignment with our new vibration - sometimes it stakes hours, days or even weeks before the healing is to be fully integrated into all molecules of your mortal flesh and its infinite continuum. When you embrace all moments post ritual with presence and acceptance - integration can flow completely naturally, without an iota of tension, repression or resistance. The connection with these instinctual realms of timelessness and our kundalin energy is made more potent with each successive bodywork ritual. Once fully remembered and released from existing obstructions, negative memories and fears, this experience of timelessness can be slipped into again and again without any trepidation.
I will guide you all the ways through the full spectrum of bodily emotions and sensations through these rituals embracing that for which we have no words for or that for which we have suppressed and forgotten the words.
अदि शक्ति
अदि शक्ति, अदि शक्तिअदि शक्ति, नमो नमो सरब शक्ति, सरब शक्तिसरब शक्ति, नमो नमो प्रथम भगवती, प्रथम भगवतीप्रथम भगवती, न
— ADI SHAKTI MANTRA
RIPENING oUR KUNDALIN
TANTRIC
In all these moments of ritual our body is communicating tantric codes to us, calling us to listen into our sagacious bodily memory. These tantric codes are so infinitely sophic, awake and really guide the body to full embodiment of our deepest vibrations from ecstasy to our sneaking shadows. These codings are pouring from our inner well spring and if we are willing to harmonize with them - they instinctively flow through our anatomy with a radial velocity of honeyed nectars.
How it is my honor to have you enter yourself through these bodywork rituals - to recall the surge of surrender to the flow of this instinctual tantric liquid. You will be met with a rush of fleshly, animalistic tactile experiences merged with a metaphysical otherworldly aliveness. It is knowing and it is all tantric and it is destined for you.
“This is the tantric definition of our sexuality: the return to absolute innocence, absolute oneness.” - Osho
magic
Oh how we have forgotten our magic and it is in the very depth of this wild intensity called life. May these bodywork rituals serve you as a magical wayfarer in resuscitating these untamed medicinal spirals of feminine elixirs. The medicine is in your essence, in the reclaiming of the magic of living, breathing, sounding and moving and in the collective reclaiming of it all - a magical gnosis. Once we slip into this magical realm barren of time and linearity, lead beyond cultural ideologies and literacy - we arrive at a deafeningly empty space of endless possibilities. Here, the revolution and rebirthing of ourselves can begin in unanimity with the magic capacities of quantum energy.
“The core practice of magic is: The execution of a willed intent to create change in the material world, which either defies, hastens or purifies the consequences of natural cause and effect.” - Zeena Schreck
SHAMANIC
An ancient healing path that flows strong into these bodywork rituals enchanting us to have inherent experiences with spirit, in ritual guiding us in retrieving what has been lost and opening our eyes again to the aliveness of everything that surrounds us and that we can come into intimacy and harmony with it all. Shamanism is deeply familiar to us, already deeply encoded in our DNA, it feels more like a deep remembering of something long forgotten and a re-enchantment with the vibrancy and vitality of the mystery of the cosmos and the lower, middle and upper worlds.
“If you bring forth that which is within you, Then that which is within you Will be your salvation. If you do not bring forth that which is within you, Then that which is within you will destroy you.” - Peter A. Levine.
SOMATIC
In bodywork rituals we bring in the perception of somatics and alchemy - an increased ability to hear the melodia of the body and to sense intuitively, fluidly and respond with pleasure to the feelings of being fully alive. Transcendental experiencings throughout the ritual may feel ethereal but these do not appear out of thin air but are born out of being so solidly embodied and having unified our inner realms, our wholeness, incorporating all the elements of our composition - earth, water, air and fire. These essential elements are cosmic tools for transformation, you are able to join me in discovering the somatic alchemy of yourself in ritual, embodying the cosmos and unifying the workings of your body, mind and spirit.
“Don’t dismiss the elements. Water soothes and heals. Air refreshes and revives. Earth grounds and holds. Fire is a burning reminder of our own will and creative power. Swallow their spells. There’s a certain sweet comfort in knowing that you belong to them all.” - Victoria Erickson
plant spirits
Through sacred bodywork rituals we weave in the lost language and encoded transmissions of plant spirit medicine. A deep symbiotic and synergetic bond intertwines us. To be able to journey with these sentient plants brings us deeper into our aliveness and our sacral energy allowing us to access channels within that have the ability to connect us with our darkness and pain - initiating a path home to our native rooting that is of this body land. Stepping into intimacy with plant spirits is a precognitive trail sown with prophecies, divine knowledge and ensouling embodied transmissions.
Let us taste our wildness - sweetgrass, blackthorn, oak, rose, mugwort, blue lotus, damiana.
OPENING DEEPER
Serpentine brothers and sisters……
You are a breathing, moving, and sounding embodiment of your being - gasping to meet yourself fully in the epicentre of self, innately longing to surrender to your ecstatic emptiness. This is your orgasming of life, you become your life force, you become fluidity itself, embodying whenever and where-ever you experience it honouring the godliness in the fullness and rawness of it all.
In these bodywork rituals we return to the earth through breathing, moving, sounding and allowing ourselves to spiral into a great cosmic dance. When our pelvic energy is open, trusting, activated and free flowing through bodywork - divine codes stream in through our sacral root luring us to expansion to being in our fullest power.
Energetic sovereignty is possible, if we can trust that the connection to source can’t be severed and that all inhibiters of a free flowing life force energy can be liberated. It is only dormant concealed under layers of cultural and societal conditioning, oppression and unprocessed traumas.
Let’s poke the wild embers a little, let go of it all and begin to remember who you are.
MY HOLY BODY
Dear Body, I am so tired, I just want to go home. I am so full of wanting and longing, deep lost pits inside of me. Let me surrender to myself, to the entirety of my being - the ugliness, the darkness, my beauty and my light, the parts of me I have shamed and denied, the sticky corners of my being that I have fragmented from, those that remain unacknowledged - and as I do, I trust that magic will happen. As the magic permeates I become wild and free again and the earth can come through my body.
NERVOUS SYSTEM RE-ALIGNMENT THROUGH BODYWORK RITUAL
These mystical rituals are experienced in an archetypal dimensionality, where it is likely that a lot of unprocessed and held trauma will be agitated and brought to a visible and felt experience. It is vital then for us to work in alignment with the nervous system so that we can enter and trust with ease the transformations accessible to us in these altered states of consciousness. All my bodywork rituals, are not forceful, nor are they a take-over of your system, they are not rough, aggressive or intrusive in nature. I do not condone a practice of being cracked open forcefully, the openness found via this route is often temporary and too overwhelming for us to integrate, simply just too much for the system.
In ritual we flow like a honeyed river, softly, flesh like water, through the lunar pathway of feminine surrender. It is a deeply rich feminine path of transformation that that resonates long after the ritual, integration can take place because the system is so trustingly open, the heart space overflowing with love, this can only occur when in sootheing alignment with the nervous system.
When you leave here you have received a powerful initiation and have likely shed skins but know that is combined with powerful integration support. You are well held.
AN ANTIDOTE
Our emotional body and subtle body are our umbilical cord to our health and wholeness, our aliveness and our vigor. In bodywork we usually begin the process by unbinding the power ambushed in the root chakra, we ground and discharge and build energy all in conjunction with the nervous system and for this you need a strong holding, a protected container. This is my heartfelt offering to you. I pray that you may mend and come home to yourself, served by this holding and by the remembrance of trusting your biological energy. .
Do you give me consent to play the dark flute of descent into your bodily darkness, into the deepness of your being and initiate you to recall its instinctual melodic pulsing and innate wisdom? To remember that you are the hymnal tune that fills this earth.
Fiery brothers and sisters - are you ready to burn in the flames of your own inferno, and before long rise from your ashes - ashes no longer have a fear to burn.
I am me. In my wilderness. I am wild. And bio energy is my beat.
I am sumptuous, earthy, magnificent. As are you.
May it all serve you, wild one.
Narah
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A session really is an erotic initiation, a wild reclamation of your sexuality and entry into the land of milk and honey. Are you feeling the temptation of this spiritual invitation invoking your eros and the alchemical fire of the rising serpents. Can you feel the lure to awaken your innate divinity - free from held shame, pain and fear ? Longing to experience the magic of your liminal body?
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“My belief is in the blood , bones and flesh as being wiser than the intellect. The body unconscious is where life bubbles up in us. It is how we know that we are alive, alive to the depths of our souls and in touch somewhere with the vivid reaches of the cosmos.”
— D.H Lawrence
